Ham | ハム

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Good morning, how was work, can I call you today? Ohayou, otsukare, kyou denwa-shite ii?
Is this just the beginning? Maybe you don't wake up so early... Mada jo no kuchi? Hayaku mezamenai ka na
I've gotten used to the way my body leaps at your heartbeat Kimi no kodou de tobiagaru kono karada ni mo naretekita kara

My first words to you would be "It's been a while"

Hitokoto-me ha kitto hisashiburi
I can't say anything else; even that won't come out Sore shika ienai, sore sura detekonai
The morning after that I saw in my dreams makes it hurt to breathe, like a bruise Yume de deaeta yokuasa ha iki ga itai yo, aza ni naru kurai

When you pulled away from me back then, why did I not doubt you, as if I accepted it?

Nande ano toki mi wo hiita kimi wo uketometa furi de utagawanakatta no?
Why will I immediately let down my guard without saying I still want to be with you? Nande mada motto itai yo, kimi to, mou iezu ni sugu kokoro yurumeru no?

Eaten up by my viewpoint and my little lies

Boku no tachiba to chiccha na uso de taberareta
I made you give up so much Ippai akiramesaseta
And I can't even hope that somebody who isn't me will help heal those wounds Sono kizuguchi no hou boku ja nai dareka ni sukuwarete-hoshii to mo negaenakute

It's pathetic, and it's pointless

Nasakenai kedo, munashii kedo
But I want to walk beside you hand in hand Kimi no te wo tsunaide arukitai yo
The warmth of blood, and the distance of pigments Chi no nukumori mo, shikiso no kyori mo
I want to be with you - what should I do? Kimi to itai yo, doushitara ii?
Not that it'd be any use Dou ni mo naranai kedo

When you pulled away from me back then, I still looked at you and felt at home - why does that scare me?

Nande ano toki mi wo hiita kimi wo mite hotto-shiteru jibun ga mou kowai yo?
Why will I immediately let down my guard without saying I still want to be with you? Nande made motto itai yo, kimi to, mou iezu ni sugu kokoro yurumeru no?

My weakness has only ever hurt you

Boku no yowasa ga ne, kimi bakari kizutsuketa
I made you give up so much Ippai akiramesaseta
This isn't something so simple it can be solved by punishing my useless nature Dame na boku no ne wo jibun de bassuru koto de kaiketsu dekiru kurai tanjun ja nai kedo

It's pathetic, and it's pointless

Nasakenai kedo, munashii kedo
But I want to know all of you Kimi no koto saigo made shiritai yo
Your hard heart, and your sharp claws Katai kokoro mo, surudoi tsume mo
When I feel for you, what should I do? Kimi wo omou to doushitara ii?

It's pathetic, and I hid it from you

Nasakenai kedo, kakushita kedo
But I want to walk beside you hand in hand Kimi no te wo tsunaide arukitai yo
In this collapsing world Kowareteiku kono sekai de itsudemo
I always want to be with you, what should I do? Kimi to itai yo, doushitara ii?
Not that it'd be any use Dou ni mo naranai kedo

My first words to you would be "It's been a while"

Hitokoto-me ha kitto hisashiburi
I can't say anything else; even that won't come out Sore shika ienai, sore sura detekonai
I'm not excited about it, but I can keep going, looking for you Ikigomu koto ha nai keredo, ikiteikeru yo, kimi wo sagashite