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Vigilance is Such a Pain! | 勘冴えて悔しいわ

English	Romaji
"It's not about you" - I wish I'd imagined those words	"Kimi no koto ja nai yo", ki no sei ni shitai yo
Don't act like you can still lie to me after you've been exposed	Baretatte gomakasu no aite ni shinai de
By height or alphabetical, I don't want to line up either way	Se no jun a-i-u-e-o narabitaku mo nai yo
I'd rather go at that happy single with a practice sword	Mou isso omedetai hitori wo shinai de
When I'm not with someone, there's nowhere for me to run	Dareka to inai to hinan basho ha nai yo
Don't turn your miraculous eyes away from me just yet	MIRAKURU na me wo mada sorase ha shinai de
I'll silence the laughter of that bird that hates me	Atashi wo kirau tori no waraigoe wo kesou yo
It's embarrassing how concentration-	Hashitanai hodo shuuchuuryoku ga
Comes to me, spills out, posting on my 7th Twitter account	Tsuita, tsuita, TSUITTA-¹ tsubuyaku, nana-go-me no hou de
Days and days of just giving and taking ATP	ATP jouzu ni ukewatasu hibi dake
Man, vigilance is such a pain!	Mou, kan ga saete kuyashii wa
It must be nice to just go along without thinking	Muishiki ni hakobetara raku darou na
I can't just smile, I put on a brave face	Tantan to waraenai wa, toritsukurotte-shimau wa
You, citizens who are always laughing and getting in my way!	Itsumo geragera michi wo fusagu tami yo
I can never do anything but thank them	Kansha no kotoba shika detekonai yo
It's fine not to turn back	Atomodori ha shinakute ii no
For now I'll just go home and go to sleep	Ima no tokoro ha kaette nemuru dake
The way I nod along so often that it's weird	Okashii to omou hodo unazuite-shimau houhou
Not allowed to let anything show on my face	Kao ni dasu koto yurusarenakute
I'll cry myself out, remember how to reset	Nakitsukarete-shimaou, RISETTO wo oboeyou
If you've got no interest in me, just leave me alone	Kyoumi nai nara hottoite-kure
Hurdles, misunderstandings, where I'm at, I mess it up over and over - what a joke	Nankai, nankai, nankai¹ machigau waraenai JO-KU
Days and days of just staring at next week's menu	Raishuu no kondate wo nagameru hibi dake
Man, vigilance is such a pain!	Mou, kan ga saete kuyashii wa
It must be nice to just go along without thinking	Muishiki ni hakobetara raku darou na
I can't just smile, I put on a brave face	Tantan to waraenai wa, toritsukurotte-shimau wa
You, citizens who are always laughing and getting in my way!	Itsumo geragera michi wo fusagu tami yo
I can never do anything but thank them	Kansha no kotoba shika detekonai yo
It's fine not to turn back	Atomodori ha shinakute ii no
For now I'll just go home and go to sleep	Ima no tokoro ha kaette nemuru dake
The poison strawberry you gave me, this tidbit from you, never satisfied	Kimi ga kureta doku ichigo, mitasaretenai kimi no ichigou wo
I'll show you - I'll eat it, so I never forget	Tabeteyaru, zettai wasurenai you ni
Until someday I can defeat the contradictory logic	Itsuka no namida to ka fuseikai da to ka mujunronri kara
That says that it was wrong to cry	Sukueru you ni naru made
Man, vigilance is such a pain!	Mou, kan ga saete kuyashii wa
It must be nice to just go along without thinking	Muishiki ni hakobetara raku darou na
I can't just smile, I put on a brave face	Tantan to waraenai wa, toritsukurotte-shimau wa
You, citizens who are always laughing and laughing and getting in my way!	Itsumo gerageragera michi wo fusagu tami yo
I can never do anything but thank them	Kansha no kotoba shika detekonai yo
It's fine not to turn back	Atomodori ha shinakute ii no
For now I'll just go home and go to sleep	Ima no tokoro ha kaette nemuru dake
If I could say something like	Shiraretaku ha nai kedo
"I don't want it known; but I want you to know"	Shitte-hoshii yo, nante ietara
On the day I saw it all clearly I'd scream	Kan ga saechau hi ha sakende-shimau
Yeah yeah yeah YEAH	Iei iei iei IEI
Far away where nobody's around, I want to turn to you	Daremo inai tooku de men to mukatte
I'm gone, gone, gone, gone, gone, gone, gone, and here's what's left	Iei iei iei iei iei iei iei shitai²

¹ These homophonic triplets are each composed of 3 different words in the written lyrics. I've included the meanings of all 3 words in each of the triplets in translation, but by ear, they would be understood differently. The first "tsuita" triplet would be ambiguous, before resolving to the "Twitter" meaning. The "nankai" triplet though would almost definitely read only as "over and over" by ear.
² Another homophone pun - the "iei" words that were phonetic in the first instance are now spelled 遺影 (portrait of the deceased) and 遺詠 (posthumous poem). The final "shitai", usually easily parsed as "want to do~", is rendered as 死体 (corpse).

¹ These homophonic triplets are each composed of 3 different words in the written lyrics. I've included the meanings of all 3 words in each of the triplets in translation, but by ear, they would be understood differently. The first "tsuita" triplet would be ambiguous, before resolving to the "Twitter" meaning. The "nankai" triplet though would almost definitely read only as "over and over" by ear.

² Another homophone pun - the "iei" words that were phonetic in the first instance are now spelled 遺影 (portrait of the deceased) and 遺詠 (posthumous poem). The final "shitai", usually easily parsed as "want to do~", is rendered as 死体 (corpse).